It's not you, it's me. This is usually a sentence used when attempting to salvage someone's feelings from being hurt by your feelings. However, this precise set of words can be used in a myriad of situations, if not all of them, because it really isn't the other person. Not ever. It is you. Always.
We ourselves allow others to treat us in one manner or another. In the same way that I show someone my dislike of certain foods, I also show people what is ok and not ok to do around me/with me/"to" me. All too often, we look at our lives and blame someone/something else for the problems in it, but no matter how seemingly unfair we have it, there is always an element when we step back that we can take ownership for. Sounds so simple, but human emotions and ego will not allow us to believe it about ourselves. After all, why would we be doing something to sabotage our own lives? How is it possible we could be responsible for pain that someone else inflicted on us? Our decisions, driven often by emotions, are not that of a machine that would be able to accurately pinpoint what,
or who for that matter, is good and bad for our well-being. A machine would rely solely on data from past experience and stats, without the slightest doubt from brain matter clouded by emotion and chemicals. Yet this is where the beauty of the mind lies and where art is born; in the tumultuous storm of human feeling and heart. We are addicted to experience and the belief that somewhere, there must be another person who thinks just like we do that we can sit back and judge the world by our shared measuring stick of right and wrong. When the person inevitably disappoints us, or us them, with a differing opinion, point of view or action, it hurts because we wonder why they can't just see it like we do.
As humans, we are largely ruled by our emotions and egos. Yes, men do get overruled by their emotions and women are guilty of acting out of ego as much as any guy. It is virtually impossible to see our own issues, especially when someone else is being so blatantly horrible in their actions. But...and here is the big but, (ha..sorry-couldn't help that one) we do have a choice in how we react and how we move forward. If and when we can let go of the idea that someone is doing something "to" us and instead realize that we are in control of fixing things ourselves, (reviewing our perceptions, changing our expectations and ideas of others) those once-hurtful things that someone "did" to us lose their charge and, in turn, their vicious hold on our happiness. It takes a lot of strength to habitually look inside and take accountability for things that may not seem like our problem to fix, but life becomes exponentially easier when we remember we are
always in our own driver's seat. It's not you, it's me.